I hate Tears!

I feel so insecure tonight

three days no news at all

I hate this kind of feeling

not even reply msn when I saw him online

I hate myself to think on negative side 

is that I too sensitive?

or is that this is a bad sign?

or is that his account be hacked by others? left his coco laptop in hotel while going to work?

or is that because of he get into trouble there or accident?

tension and frustrated

I am so tired to wait in front of laptop every midnight when I am so sleepy and have to work next day

because of this

I cannot even concentrate on my work whole day

can't you think for me?

I am so tired in this game and I scare to forced to think on bad side

I swear tonight I would not sleep whole night because I want to wait your answer

could somebody tell me anything go wrong suddenly?

wtf

I hate myself

AGAIN