went to Jusco yesterday and take a weight measure with the machine with RM0.40 only
51.65kg, 159am and IBM 20 (within normal weight range)
went to Giordano to look for some T-shirt
tried T-shirt in M size but will look fat with my obvious stomach
forced to take L size
tried a jeans and it's so sad that the stomach there iwas so tight and stomach was out
design is ok ok too
after that
went to Levi's since I knew it have some out 4 different types of cutting that more suit our ass and thigh
tried jeans too and same problem but not so tight
end up did not buy any jeans due to expensive price and no confidence to keep me fit in the jeans in future
it is so cruel when forced to realize I can not fit in the size of clothes/pants with previous or smaller sizes
and the most cruel things is once again
I force to facing the truth that I have increase 46kg to 51.65 kg now!
I am FAT! Damn it!
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